Talk to me

 Some days there are no words. 

You just sit there numb. 

And you hope that a friend will come,

And translate the deafening silence for you. 

Stone cold

 My heart is turning into stone. 

There will be nothing left of me. 

Soft landing

 I have never said that I wanted the Earth.

What made me happy was a few lines, a spark of attention.

I never asked for the Universe.

I never asked for the Ocean or its depths.

All I wanted was a glimmer, a light, a softness, consideration.

A corner.

A soft landing.

White lies

How are we today? 

I'm well. 

Are you really? 

Yes. 

Are you sure? 

I swear! 

Are you happy today? 

Yes I am. 

Really? 

I promise! 

Reach out if you need to talk? 

I will! 

Pink hue

 This is Us. 

Blush pink. Pretty. 

The hue on my cheeks. 

The excitement of you. 

Paper thin. Fragile. 

Three

The past few years have been hard and cruel, I would say. 

I lost three important men in my life. 

On days where I screamed, nobody came. 

On nights where I howled, no sound came from within me. 

For one of you, I look to the Heavens, and I know you cannot return. I know this. I will love you forever. 

For the other, you've gone, and for you to return, would be disastrous for us both. I can love you from a distance, and that is all. 

For you, the last. I wait for you. My heart aches for you. How I miss you. I hope you come back to me, before it's too late. I hope you haven't forgotten my love. I will wait for you. 

Always

 I hope the sun shines always for you and on dark nights, the stars glisten.