Three

The past few years have been hard and cruel, I would say. 

I lost three important men in my life. 

On days where I screamed, nobody came. 

On nights where I howled, no sound came from within me. 

For one of you, I look to the Heavens, and I know you cannot return. I know this. I will love you forever. 

For the other, you've gone, and for you to return, would be disastrous for us both. I can love you from a distance, and that is all. 

For you, the last. I wait for you. My heart aches for you. How I miss you. I hope you come back to me, before it's too late. I hope you haven't forgotten my love. I will wait for you.