Deliberate

 You play games with my heart.

You actually enjoy doing it. 

I wish you wouldn't. 

Because, when you want me,

I'm there. I give you everything. 

Yet, you deliberately go about ignoring me, 

doing things that you know would hurt me. 

You aren't serious about me. 

I know the toxicity. 

I just need to break the chains, and break free.