Elly Grey

We're so vulnerable when we like someone.  It's like we're saying, "I like you and I'm letting you in. Please don't break anything while you're here. Yes, I know it's soft and bruised but I hope you'll feel at home and stay for a while".

Stars in the sky.  I look up and try to see one fall but I never seem to catch one.  Why am I so adamant on seeing a falling star?  Well, I want to make a wish.  I want to wish for inner peace. I want to wish for love to be around me. I want to be comfortable in my light. 

 I've found that whenever I've shown my true feelings, it's been detrimental. Nobody understands your insecurities, other than you. I used to think that was sad but then I remembered, we are them, insecurities. And we're just going around trying to hide them from others. 

Lord... Let him write me love letters... Roses, no ... roses die. Letters last for centuries.

I know you'll never understand that and that's why I'll never tell you. 

 I have learnt to live my day without you.  You made it quite clear where I stood in your world. That is fine. I understand that now.  A paradigm shift.  It doesn't take long.  A detox. Recalibration. And we are ready to go again. 

No matter how many times you try to clip her wings, it won't let you destroy her brilliance. She's not born mediocre. Elle est magnifique. She may forget her self worth at times. She may doubt her feelings but after stumbling, she will fly again. Un ange né pour voler.