Tired

 Something as simple as sleep. 

Will you come tonight?

Unfair

 I know some things are too good to be true. I know not to put my faith in you. When things are going nicely and too sweet. When happiness seems in abundance, I know something is wrong. You cannot maintain goodness. You do not allow me happiness. You want to destroy my peace, because my peace is you. You want to destroy my happiness because you know my happiness is you. You are not kind to me. You are unfair. 

First time

 I'll never forget our first date when you held my hand. 

Firmly intertwined

My heartbeat was quickening; it was so intimate

I let out a breath and let my hand relax into yours

My hand was in yours, guiding me, pulling me as if to say 'I'm here, we're together, it's cold, are you warm? Let's eat'

For me?

Would you run across town for me? 

To me? 

Mind-reader

 Tell her when you think about her. Tell her what thoughts play in your mind. She's not a mind-reader. She's waiting. 

Incessant

 Just for once, reach out to me. 

Genuinely show me that you've missed me. 

Stop with the games, the lack of feeling. 

Come to me to tell me that you've thought of me. 

Just for once, tell me the truth, that your day is empty without my nonsense. And that you miss my incessant chatter, although it drives you crazy, you do miss me. 

Just for once, tell me, so that I know... Because I don't know, if you do. 

I don't think you do. 

Because if you did, you'd tell me because that's what people in love do. 

Beast

I've woken up with my heart hurting. We can die from a broken heart right? I don't know how many times, my heart has shattered. How resilient is this beast, that it doesn't stop but keeps putting me through pain?