You do know what that means, right?
It doesn't mean she's calculating, or would do you harm...
It means you're afraid of losing her and that if she wasn't around anymore, if she decided to go her own way, you'd miss her.
.. You'd miss her.
Divine, delightful, sensual, smooth, subtle, surrendering, satisfying, a seductive serenade so sweet.
You pause to feel something, anything.
You wait for the week to end, you wait for a call, you wait for love, you wait for life to slow down.
There has to be more than just waiting. Life passes by too quickly to just be on hold.
Because whatever it is, isn't going to come to you. Go grab whatever it is that will cause you to finally come alive.
Why?
Because we've polluted the water. We need to purify.
We need to go back to when it was simpler. You know? When we had laughter and banter and jokes. When things felt new and light-hearted.
It's hard now and things are heavy. We don't laugh anymore. I'm afraid we'll end up hating each other.
So let's take it back a bit. What do you think?
"I don't miss anyone".
"Why?"
"Because, whoever I loved, I missed with my heart and soul and they left. They didn't miss me. They didn't care. So I do not miss anyone,
Anymore".
But all I ask from you is this:
If you're talking to anyone else with the same intimacy as you do with me, then please stop with me.
If you're enjoying another's company more than mine, then please let me go.
If you think I'll never find out, then you're underestimating my intelligence.
I don't want to be left in the dark. I don't want to be made a fool of.
All I ask for is purity and honesty.
Because when I ask you, you reply with what I feel is the truth. I want to believe that.
Nobody deserves doubt. All we want is security.
When you say what you do, it feels like a warm blanket around me. That's all I want.
