Why?
Because we've polluted the water. We need to purify.
We need to go back to when it was simpler. You know? When we had laughter and banter and jokes. When things felt new and light-hearted.
It's hard now and things are heavy. We don't laugh anymore. I'm afraid we'll end up hating each other.
So let's take it back a bit. What do you think?
"I don't miss anyone".
"Why?"
"Because, whoever I loved, I missed with my heart and soul and they left. They didn't miss me. They didn't care. So I do not miss anyone,
Anymore".
But all I ask from you is this:
If you're talking to anyone else with the same intimacy as you do with me, then please stop with me.
If you're enjoying another's company more than mine, then please let me go.
If you think I'll never find out, then you're underestimating my intelligence.
I don't want to be left in the dark. I don't want to be made a fool of.
All I ask for is purity and honesty.
Because when I ask you, you reply with what I feel is the truth. I want to believe that.
Nobody deserves doubt. All we want is security.
When you say what you do, it feels like a warm blanket around me. That's all I want.
And the sky touches the horizon.
Where you kiss my lips, and I'm in heaven.
I can tell you that it has always terrified me before but not anymore.
I've broken the cage and gotten over my fear and I'm telling you it's the most liberating feeling.
I've realised that everything's ok. I realised that I don't need to be in company to do things, because now I know I can do them on my own.
Now I'm free.
I knew it wasn't the end but actually a beginning...
The start of my missing him forever.
My heart sighed and my mind went into overdrive.
How comforting,
No tragedy ever goes to waste.
