Barbed wire

 See what you've done? 

You took a heart that was loving, giving and expansive and made a mockery of it. 

Now she's guarded. There's barbed wire around her heart. Now try her. You can't because you ruined it. 

Rest

 I will say this much, 

There isn't a day that goes by when I don't miss you. 

I wish I could rest my head on your chest, and sleep.

I want to tell you so much. 

Every silly detail. 

I know you tell me I talk too much but I also know you miss me too. 

White

And you go on without them being a part of your day, the one you thought that you couldn't go without. The thing is, there was a time where you were living life without them and you were doing just fine. And then there came a time where each moment, you wanted to share with them and it became a habit. But habits can be broken and now look at yourself. You're getting there. You will get there. 

Where? 

To that place of peace and calm, where they don't care, and that won't affect you; where they don't need to know, and you'll go on living. 

You'll breathe and take it all day by day, living life, your way. 

And where the heart was once blue, it's now white.

Tomorrow

And tomorrow never came because it never does. How clever were you and how hopeful was I? 

Write

And when there's no spoken word, there is still the written. 

And that's worse.

Freedom

 The freedom from everything. That's what I want. No longing, no yearning, no hoping, no pain. 

Surf

If you cry too much,

You'll create a sea.

And then you'll have to surf it to get over it.

And if you don't know how to surf, 

Then that's a problem...

So, 

We don't cry.

Simple.