I'm not playing with your heart.
I'm loving you the way you love me.
I have this fear of losing my senses, a fear of losing my mind.
I have a fear I'll forget your voice, that I'll forget the feel of your skin, I have a fear I'll forget the details of our conversations.
Because it may happen that I lose my hearing or my sight and it could be that I start to forget my surroundings... But I hope that I never lose that part of my mind, where I have you stored. Please don't leave from there. It's all I have left of you.
Bare minimum.
What's good enough?
How much am I allowed?
How much are you free?
Bare minimum.
Scraps. A word here and there.
Hardly anything.
You're not fair.
I write about them all the time.
I wish they'd write about me.
To live forever in words.
Through the eyes of a poet and his poetry.
What do I do when I need to talk to someone, anyone ...
But there's nobody around?
How many times can I write in my journal, pretending that it's all ok, and I'm writing it all down?
Because sometimes you need a human, a person, a real living person to listen to you, and talk to you.