You aren't listening to me. You don't read what I am saying. My words hit a wall and bounce back to me like an echo. It's not fun talking to myself. I have others who love to engage with me, but unfortunately, the one I want to talk to is you. Futile effort it is really.
Monday, 20 November 2023
Friday, 17 November 2023
On my mind In my heart
Something tells me that I think of you a lot more than you think of me. That's ok. I can't help that, nor will I ponder on it. I'm content in the thought that you are on my mind and in my heart. Honestly, why should I worry about anything?
Breathless
"How will we greet each other?"
"With the longest, deepest kiss ever. The type that will take our breath away, yet still leave us wanting each other more"
Monday, 13 November 2023
Last things said
I'm trying to desperately think about what was the last thing you said to me. I swear, it was "I love you" and I said "I love you too". I didn't know then that it would be the last time your speech would be coherent. How I long to hear your voice again.
Sunday, 12 November 2023
Tum Teek Ho?
Such old friendships.
Such a simple question.
Still it holds so much depth.
Thank you for asking.
It means so much.
Thursday, 9 November 2023
Ache
It's the ache that terrifies me. It's the pain I'm trying to suppress. There's a howl arising from within... And it's scaring me because it's about to cry out in pain and scream I miss you.
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The writing was on the wall. It just took me a very long time to read it, comprehend it.... That we were never . We were never meant to be....
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It's strange how much a four legged furry family member brings you warmth. Yesterday, I asked my doggo to sit next to me, and she did. ...
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Do not worry about your tears. They are your ocean. A release. Full of emotion. A swell, a tide, salty and sweet. You are a deeply feeling...